This will just be a small post due to the fact that I am flying high on a cloud of oramorp, for my endometriosis which has been particularly troublesome, but back to better things...
I sent the 'friend' who assaulted me this message after taking my painkillers
and I feel strangely fantastic. I'm nervous like some wild animal is inside my heart but I feel better, I feel like I've taken a step forward. The strange bundle of tension between my shoulder blades has begun to seep away.
I gave the person who hurt me a week to explain why it happened and what drove him to it or I would have to find closure some other way. He's made me do that and although I've not gone to the doctors (who I will be getting woman's centre info from) yet the appointment will be happening next week.
I have been very public about this but I feel it helps, evidence of the purge, that I can do this and that I am struggling but I am surviving. Perhaps it is cliché but that is the truth. So many people have known me during this time and have had no idea, maybe I'm just trying to explain.
Times are tough but we do what we must to survive.
Peace and health to all of you.
You are strong even as your hand shakes.
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All hail the glow cat
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